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Hate

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 1, 2009, 8:24 AM


"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former."
- Albert Einstein (1879-1955)




In 2 months time I will have been at my current job for a year. Now, while this is not a major 'wow' accomplishment for me... I worked at GameStop part-time for over four years straight... it's impressive in the fact that I have not yet gone homicidal or suicidal. Both are looking tempting at this point. The level of hatred I have for the job is surpassed only by the loathing I feel towards the man who runs it. And to a lesser degree my growing hatred of the people that I have to deal with as clients. The pity and empathy that I once held is bleeding away into disdain and scorn. Where I once picked up my phone with an air of helpfulness, I now only feel anger and bitterness for the people causing me only frustration, often because they are, themselves, too damn lazy to get off their asses and work. I have no more empathy in me for people younger than I who seek to claim free handouts because they feel 'depressed'. Try my job.

Yet, far be it from me to complain. As I have been reminded oh-so-kindly, at least I HAVE a job. In a time when the market is going to hell and the person in office is moving towards things that will make it worse, having a job of any kind should be considered a blessing worth clinging to. And I do cling to it. But it is with a degree of hatred and self-disgust that I do. The only reason... ONLY reason I do is that I know I have bills to pay and I stubbornly refuse to consider moving back to my home town, as much as mother would like me to. I have no interest in living there again, thank you.

But as I sit here at my desk, body feeling drained and spirit bleak, I can only wonder if I am actually dead and this place I reside is actually Hell. And, if so, I wonder what the hell I did to end up here.

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People I worship/stalk/despair-because-of:


:iconmrmonday: :iconbri-chan: :iconpu-sama: :iconperkan: :icondark-persian: :icontomuyu: :iconren52: :iconsongosai: :iconfearn: :iconfurry-jackal: :icontharah: :iconmajinthing: :iconsaimain: :iconqueensimia: :iconjaxthebat: :iconeugenech: :iconfelle2thou: :iconcolussus: :iconangieness: :iconnekog: :iconzombi3d: :iconnishikawa: :icongrim-amentia: :iconyosai: :iconsageby:






Clubs!

:iconthetwins: :iconsoul-calibur: :iconbishiecrusaders: :iconjak-ii-bishies: :iconentervoid:
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: "This is your life" The Dust Brothers
  • Reading: Legal stuff
  • Watching: Paperwork
  • Eating: bitterness and hate
  • Drinking: water
Skin by `DWALKER1047 (modified by *Kotori-Ky)

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Austin, TX
  • Interests: Drawing, Horseback riding, reading, writing, chasing Bishounen, Clavis-sama
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings, Pirates of the Carribbean, Sleepy Hollow, anything with Clavis-sama in it!
  • Favourite genre of music: Anime, techno, classical
  • Favourite artist: CLAMP and Angelique's artist
  • Favourite poet or writer: David Eddings & Papa Tolkien
  • Favourite style of art: Copics and Photoshop
  • Operating System: Fangirl version 2.1: Clavis Stalking Mode
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod/iTunes
  • Wallpaper of choice: Snowy Mountains
  • Skin of choice: Clavis'
  • Favourite game: Oblivion, Kingdom Hearts 2, WoW, Angelique Trois, Soul Caliber 2, Morrowind
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: CLAVIS-SAMA!
  • Personal Quote: But why's the RUM gone?!
  • Tools of the Trade: Copic Markers, mech pencil, Photoshop
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Comments


thanks for the add!!Nice gallery by the way!
Took me awhile to track you down through Dure. :P I've got my eye on Koba. Hehe! I really do envy your background and use of blacks. /le sigh

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Ja!Thank you, when you want we arrange for a fight!!
Haha, Dure and I have some things planned... XD Koko will want to play with Orphan people after that. >:}

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This becomes interesting...
thanks for the watch ^^

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why so fucking serious..?
Hmm is this the same Kotori that frequented Animeigo?
The AE chat? Damn, that's a long time ago. Aye, that's me.... who be you?

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I was Laela and Erizabesu ^_^

*L* Awesome that so many AE'rs are also artists

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